Even When I’m Off-Focus

You’ll notice I’ve not been as consistent over the last few weeks. I’m sorry about that!

It’s not because I’ve not been in love with you during that time or anything else crazy.

I just get busy and distracted and lose focus.

I know it’s horrible to say and admit, but I sometimes get in a work mode or a project mode and I don’t do as well in cherishing the people that are most important.

Not that writing on this little mostly secret blog is an indicator of how I’m feeling. It’s just an indicator of my focus.

You are the most special person to me in the world. Period.

While it’s not my job toΒ make you happy (as you reminded me a week or so ago), my chief earthly role is to love you as well as I can.

So today, I reassert my focus. You’re in my sights. πŸ™‚

Thanks for a pleasant birthday

I don’t really need fanfare anymore, but you did give me a sweet dinner and allowed me not to have to do the dishes.

My parents gave me a tile saw, so I can now do our upstairs bathrooms at my leisure. πŸ™‚

I love you and thanks for a sweet birthday! I’m 42. I don’t need anything too crazy exciting anymore.